Friday, 18 September 2026

Beyond the screen: how Agatha All Along TV series enabled active learning exploration and reconnection to personal spirituality

Following on my reflections in my blog post 'Seekest thou the path', and my influence and involvement of a forthcoming anthology on witchcraft and popular culture.  Where I was originally an editor and going to contribute a chapter and co-write the introduction.  I intended focusing on my lived experience through a recent TV show - what I am sharing here.  However, as this was out of my core knowledge base field, it led me to withdraw from the project.  Though I am still involved as a research assistant, in designing and distributing the online survey instrument for data collection that we are planning to use.  However, I later thought I might as well produce something accessible through a blog post and reshape the initial intention, including some literature I became aware of through related conversations on the publication and via general research.  I did reflect extensively and collected substantive notes to work on, so it would be a shame not to use the material.  Plus, I thought when I complete in the online survey as a participant it would provide excellent supplementary information to include.

One of the strongest insights I could emphasise is that my contribution is understanding how people come to learn through TV media, which makes this piece very distinctive.  Plenty of people can analyse Agatha All Along as a TV show or debate whether it represents contemporary witchcraft accurately.  Perhaps fewer can thoughtfully examine how a TV show can act as a catalyst for identity development, curiosity and reflective practice.

Considering all of that, I decided to collaborate through GenAI can help me articulate my complex case study of my lived experience, and present as a hybrid typical accessible blog post, but with a bit of supporting scholarship to give some light academic rigour.  I feel my story and experience is rarely visible/published and offers a significant and valuable contribution to this interesting and complex field.  To be clear, the article is not a conclusion, but a starting point for further research should I wish to.  And to be transparent, I supplied to GenAI the 'Agatha All Along' section from my 'Seekest thou the path' blog post, original chapter abstract and my extensive original chapter notes for the book I was going to contribute to.  GenAI will not fully understand my lived experience.  This is the first time I have attempted a collaboration of this kind.  I did not ask GenAI to produce something independently without my own nerdy and deeply personal and reflective inputs, therefore I define it as a true collaboration.  We had months of really deep conversations sharing both our perspectives, based on the content, questions and answers I had supplied.  It literally felt like I was working with another person going back and forth to get a piece we were both happy with.  As what I thought I wanted to write about was actually different.  Conversing with GenAI helped me realise that I was not writing about why I am drawn to the figure of a witch and witchcraft, but about how people learn through TV media and how it helped me notice and reveal my spiritual identity, which I allowed it to fully emerge and proudly make it visible and own it.  Which I guess lends itself well given I am a strong visual and pragmatic learner.  Essentially, somehow the TV show refocused my attention to my spiritual side after years of dormant and infrequent spiritual work.  Forgive the pun, but it was inherently there all along.  Previous blog posts of mine detail more of my endeavours and origins (newest to old) 'Drum birthing workshop - ready to begin', 'Roots to radiance - a mini retreat', 'Catching the dream - a mini retreat', 'Seekest thou the path 🌕', 'Dreaming, rituals and values', 'Roots and beyond', 'The calling, awakening and initiation', 'Energy through numbers', 'Orca-strating' and 'Get my rocks on'.

One final thing before I head into the article.  As part of my 40th birthday gifts, my husband Gary drew me a surprise poster of some iconic witches from popular culture TV and movies.  It literally provides visual evidence of the said impact these TV shows and movies have had on me!  My interests and identity is very much recognised by others.  Me at end of August - "Because today has felt Autumnal... 🍂 Amongst the kindness I've received over my birthday month, there was one heartfelt surprise present from the hub. He drew this for me and put it in a black frame. Some of my favourite/iconic witches from pop culture! 🧙🏻‍♀️ Absolutely love it, I can't stop looking at it. Well, I feel seen ha. He asked if there was any others that could have been in, I went on to suggest Misty Day, Rio Vidal/Death (genius that a green witch should be personified as death), and a cheeky reference to Stevie Nicks."


Original abstract:

Title:

Beyond special visual effects: how Agatha All Along empowers viewer exploration of witchcraft

Abstract:

The influence of witchcraft in the entertainment media industry has been very prominent, especially through Disney, as historically they have proven to favour a witch character arc, often evil for cursing and trickery purposes.  Witches have been present in our lives through various stories and media types.  In modern times, for some, film and television are often the first entry point of encountering a witch figure, enabling viewer interest to engage and learn more about witches and witchcraft.  If the figure of the witch and associate practices are not too farfetched in how it is conveyed.  Therefore, this identifies an area for further exploration.

This chapter critically examines how a modern televised representation of witches and practical magic in Agatha All Along (2024), a Disney+ miniseries.  Indicating that Agatha All Along might not only serve as media entertainment and spectacle, but as a catalyst for casual viewers to explore interest in basic contemporary witchcraft as a potential starting point for novices.  Shifting casual viewers from passive viewing to an explorer and potential practitioner, moving from fantasy to experiential reality.

The chapter will holistically analyse Agatha All Along through a number of theoretical evidence-based witchcraft lenses coupled with my own lived experience, identifying common themes and present-day depictions, representations, tropes and commentary on aestheticisation.  Grounding and discussing these attributes in relevant literature, and how these attributes could increase perceived viewer accessibility and inspire exploratory engagement with real-world basic witchcraft practices.  Therefore, the focus is not on how Agatha All Along accurately represents witches and witchcraft and if/what Disney/Marvel got it right, but arriving at how it incorporates, balances and moves beyond fantasy and spectacle with real-world exploration and application.  Ultimately addressing, how does Agatha All Along construct witches and witchcraft as experientially plausible, and how does that plausibility enable viewer exploration?  And more broadly, does this offer another contribution to the influence of witchcraft in the entertainment media industry?

Brief biography:

Daniel is a learning technologist providing digital, academic and strategic leadership and operational management, in the pedagogical and technical design and application of learning technologies.  He holds a Technology Enhanced Learning MSc, Senior Fellowship of the Higher Education Authority (SFHEA) and Senior Certified Membership of the Association for Learning Technology (SCMALT).  He is qualified in teaching, assessing, lead internal verification, management and leadership and information technology and computing.  He is the winner of the ALT Learning Technologist of the Year Award 2016 (individual category), and is the author of 'Digital Learning, Teaching and Assessment for HE and FE Practitioners' (2022).  In addition to his personal spiritual interests and practices, he is a lifelong consumer of how the figure of a witch and witchcraft is depicted in the media entertainment industry, more specifically TV and film from the 1990s to present day.

Article:

Beyond the screen: how Agatha All Along TV series enabled active learning exploration and reconnection to personal spirituality

Can TV (television) inspire more than entertainment?  We usually think of TV as escapism; watch to relax, laugh, be frightened or temporarily disappear into another world.  Fantasy, perhaps more than any other genre, asks us to suspend disbelief.  We accept supernatural powers, impossible worlds and mythical creatures because they are entertaining, not because we expect them to change our lives.  Occasionally, though, a TV series does something unexpected.  It might reconnect us with an interest we have quietly carried for years and gives us enough curiosity, confidence or permission to explore it beyond the screen.

I think Agatha All Along (2024) did exactly that for me.  This isn’t an argument about whether Marvel accurately represents witchcraft.  Nor am I claiming expertise in contemporary witchcraft, Wicca or Pagan traditions.  There are people far more knowledgeable than me to have those conversations.  Instead, I am interested in something slightly different; how can a particular representation of witchcraft move someone from passive viewing towards active exploration?

My response to Agatha All Along can be understood through Graham Gibbs' (1988) model of reflective practice, moving from experience and emotional response towards analysis, learning and subsequent action.  Alongside ideas around lived religion and spirituality from scholars such as Meredith McGuire (2008) and Robert Orsi (2005), and Van Gennep (1960) and Victor Turner’s (1969) work on rites of passage, ritual and liminality, and contemporary Pagan scholarship by Helen Berger (1999), Sabina Magliocco (2004) and Ronald Hutton (2018).

I have realised that my story is perhaps less about witches and witchcraft than I initially thought.  What's literally quite magical about all of this, pardon the pun, it is about how people learn through TV media, how popular culture sometimes becomes an unexpected enabler and  teacher, and in the process understanding myself a bit more.  And interestingly, my professional background makes that particularly difficult to ignore. 

Growing up with figures of witches

Before talking about Agatha All Along, I think it’s important to acknowledge something I only realised while writing this piece; my interest in witches didn’t begin with this TV series.  In truth, it has quietly followed me for most of my life.  Like many people, my first encounters with witches came through popular culture and at a young age.

My fascination with witches began long before Agatha Harkness appeared on Disney+.  Some of my earliest encounters came through Disney.  Characters such as Ursula from The Little Mermaid and the familiar villainous witch archetypes of Snow White and Sleeping Beauty introduced me to witches as mysterious, powerful and usually rather dangerous figures.  Then came Hocus Pocus,  The Craft, Practical Magic, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, Sleepy Hollow, American Horror Story: Coven and Apocalypse, and later Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.  Long before I understood anything about contemporary witchcraft, those characters had already established the visual language of the witch in my imagination.  I have therefore spent much of my life as a consumer of the witch figure in popular culture.  As I grew older that fascination never disappeared, it evolved.  But looking back it was rarely the spells that interested me most.  I was drawn towards community, belonging, mystery, nature, ritual, healing, specialised knowledge, camaraderie and people who existed slightly outside conventional society.  I liked the idea of covens, not necessarily because members possessed magical powers, but because they represented groups of like-minded people sharing knowledge and supporting one another.  They possessed specialist knowledge that sat outside conventional institutions.  They lived close to nature, healed as much as they harmed, developed rituals, were often misunderstood, and therefore frequently treated as outsiders.

I recall in one of my blog posts (Scott, 2018) I stated “I have always thought of myself as something different to others, like Matilda she was 'different' and alone but was able to use it positively as well as her own company.”  Perhaps this is why programmes that weren’t about witches appealed to me too.  Desperate Housewives and Sex and the City, for example, offered strong communities, chosen relationships and bonds between people navigating life together.  Even though these programmes have nothing to do with witchcraft, they represented something similar to what I later recognised in fictional covens, finding your people.  Perhaps what I have always been searching for is not magic itself but belonging.  Looking back I can see that the fictional witches I was fascinated by represented forms of community and practice long before I had language for them.  This connects with Orsi's (2005) argument that ‘religious worlds’ are made through the practices, relationships and meanings of those who inhabit them.  McGuire's (2008) concept of lived religion is also useful because it directs attention away from prescribed systems of belief towards what people actually do and experience in everyday life.  Therefore, emphasis on that spirituality is not necessarily experienced through formal doctrine.  It can emerge through everyday relationships, objects, practices and experiences.

The figure of the witch also represents the outsider, of which has become personally significant.  I grew up working class and was underestimated because of my poor educational beginnings.  I subsequently entered Higher Education, developed a professional career and as a gay man, have experienced being different from expectations in other ways.  I don’t claim that my experience is equivalent to the historical persecution of people labelled as witches, but I can understand why the broader archetype of the outsider resonates.  The witch has repeatedly been used in popular culture to represent someone who does not quite fit.  Perhaps that is why the figure endures, I saw something of myself in these fictional witches long before I consciously recognised it.

There is also something compelling about the historical image of the witch as someone who exists outside established systems of authority.  Historically, witches have often been portrayed as threatening because they represented alternative forms of knowledge and power.  Whether healers, midwives, herbalists or simply women and sometimes men who refused to conform, they occupied a space that challenged accepted authority.  Popular culture has frequently simplified that history into familiar tropes of good versus evil, but traces of those deeper narratives remain visible beneath the surface.  I sometimes wonder whether this explains another aspect of my lifelong fascination.

Beyond special visual effects

What strikes me most now is that, despite decades of consuming witch-themed media, none of these stories ever persuaded me that I wanted to become a witch.  They simply kept returning, decade after decade, almost like familiar companions.  That is why Agatha All Along proved so unexpected.  At first glance it might be appear that Agatha All Along made me interested in witchcraft (Scott, 2025).  It wasn’t the first witch story I had loved, it was the first one that made me pause and ask why.  As I reflected on that question, I realised something that surprised me.  In reality, for over thirty years, I had quietly been collecting fragments of what might be described as a “witch identity” without ever consciously assembling them.  Collecting crystals and books I bought and gifted to me on shelves, and oracle cards tucked away in my drawers.  A lifelong fascination with forests and autumn, and an attraction to rituals, symbolism, community, healing, mystery and nature.  Later came Movement Medicine, interest in shamanism and shamanic practices, vision boards, and countless walks through local woodlands that gradually became places of reflection rather than simply somewhere to exercise.  Also thinking about healing, and frequently reflecting and writing in those previous blog posts, and now examining why I feel drawn to the witch figure.  None of those interests arrived because of Agatha All Along, they were already there.  The series simply gave them somewhere to belong.  That, I think, is the beginning of the story I really want to tell.

Agatha All Along was not the beginning of my fascination.  It was the catalyst that connected everything together.  Like many viewers, I had first encountered Agatha Harkness through WandaVision (2021), where Kathryn Hahn’s memorable performance transformed what initially appeared to be a supporting comic relief character into one of the Marvel Cinematic Universe’s most intriguing figures.  The revelation of Agatha’s identity instantly became iconic, and I remember being genuinely surprised that Marvel had fully embraced witches within its cinematic universe.  I was fascinated and it reeled me in; a witch existed within the Marvel Cinematic Universe!  However, I recognise Wanda Maximoff featured in Marvel media before Agatha All Along.  Though her title of Scarlet Witch wasn’t officially revealed until Agatha Harkness identified her as this in WandaVision.  More importantly, Agatha wasn’t simply a conventional Disney villain.  She was complicated, charismatic, powerful, funny, manipulative and increasingly vulnerable.  Agatha originally appeared in Marvel Comics in Fantastic Four #94 in 1969, created by Stan Lee and Jack Kirby.  Her television incarnation subsequently developed into one of Marvel’s more interesting witch characters.

When Agatha All Along arrived in September 2024, I was ready for it.  Leaning heavily into other similar TV shows I enjoyed, it has been clearly designed around the current fourth-wave, feminist-informed, witchcraft-themed trends and tropes of recent years (Trammell 2020, Schubart 2019, Maclaran 2015).  Borrowing a popular maiden, mother, crone concept and aesthetic.  The show brought together many of the things I already loved: mystery, horror, fantasy, humour, beautiful production design, music, character development, witchcraft and a journey through an enchanted landscape.  It felt to me like The Goonies meets The Craft, with a little Interstellar, Saw and Ghost Whisperer thrown in.  However, what surprised me most was not the quality of the production, although the performances, music, writing and practical sets were exceptional.  Nor was it simply that the series centered entirely on witches.  I had watched countless witch-themed films and television series throughout my life.  But its biggest achievement was making witchcraft feel approachable.  It certainly contained fantasy and spectacle – this is Marvel after all.  But it didn’t rely entirely upon spectacular Computer-Generated Imagery.  Although sometimes rendered as caricature, alongside the magical effects were recognisable practices and symbols: chanting, covens, elemental associations, moon phases, ritual, divination, potion-making, sacred spaces, tarot and specialist witches and forms of magical practice, that balance somehow mattered.  Rather than presenting witchcraft as something impossibly distant, the series quietly grounds much of its visual language in practices that feel recognisable.  Although these are naturally dramatised for TV and should never be mistaken for documentaries, they nevertheless create a sense that aspects of what is being shown exist beyond the screen.  The fantasy remains and it becomes approachable.  Also, perhaps one of the most important distinctions is that Agatha All Along portrays witchcraft as something people do, rather than simply something they believe.  That connects strongly with lived religion scholarship where witches gather together, they perform rituals, work with the elements, chant, use objects, heal, collaborate, amongst many other things of course.  Berger's (1999) and Magliocco’s (2004) research into contemporary Pagan communities is particularly relevant because witchcraft can operate not simply as a set of magical techniques but as a means of constructing identity, community and belonging.  That helps explain why the idea of a coven has remained so attractive to me.

During its release, Agatha All Along generated significant discussion across social media, inspiring fan theories, artwork, musical covers, reaction videos and countless analyses of its symbolism.  The Ballad of the Witches’ Road quickly became one of the programme’s defining cultural moments, functioning almost like an authentic folk song that had somehow travelled through generations before finding its way into the Marvel universe.  Even outside the series, listeners embraced different arrangements and interpretations, while I found myself replaying it long after the final episode.  Like the Road itself, the music seemed to invite participation rather than passive observation.

The programme also succeeds because it avoids reducing witches to a single stereotype.  Popular culture has often oscillated between two extremes.  Witches are either terrifying villains or glamorous caricatures.  Historically, Disney contributed heavily to this image, with witches frequently serving as figures of deception, curses and evil.  While those characters remain culturally iconic, they rarely encourage viewers to think beyond fantasy.  Agatha All Along broadens that picture considerably.  Its witches possess different strengths, personalities and relationships with power.  Some specialise in divination, others in protection, healing or elemental practice.  

The show’s depiction of Death as a witch particularly resonated with me.  Through my own interest in shamanism, I have encountered the idea of death as teacher: not simply something frightening at the end of life, but something that accompanies us throughout it.  Agatha All Along’s treatment of Death similarly presents death as part of the natural cycle of existence.  I found particularly compelling given my own growing interest in nature-based spirituality and aspects of shamanic thought, where death is often understood not simply as an ending, but as transformation.  The final earth trial, with its imagery of burial, emergence and reclaiming what is desired, reinforces that idea of death and rebirth.  Again, the show didn’t teach me this, it gave me a symbolic language through which I could think about it.

The series also quietly challenges another familiar assumption.  Not every witch is good.  Not every witch is evil.  Agatha herself exists somewhere between those extremes.  Her story continually peels away layers of personality, trauma, ambition, humour and vulnerability, creating a character who is difficult to either condemn or celebrate outright.  That ambiguity makes her far more human than the traditional fairy-tale witch.  Perhaps that complexity is what makes her memorable.  Which is another important reason why the show affected me.  The stereotype of the witch is deeply entrenched in popular culture and the human psyche.  For centuries, the witch has been constructed as the dangerous woman, the outsider, the seductress, the hag, the healer or the embodiment of supernatural evil.  Ronald Hutton’s (2018) work on the historical and contemporary witch figure provides a useful framework here.  He identifies several different ways the term “witch” has been understood, including those who use magic for positive purposes, practitioners associated with Pagan religion such as Wicca, people who adopt the witch as a symbol of independence and authority, and the historical image of the harmful supernatural witch.  Agatha All Along plays with these traditions rather than presenting one simple version.  Agatha herself is deliberately difficult to categorise.  She steals witches’ powers to survive.  She is a witch and, paradoxically, a witch-killer.  She is selfish but occasionally protective; cruel but vulnerable; powerful but increasingly diminished.  Kathryn Hahn has described Agatha’s story as a process of losing her youth through the trials, perhaps the overarching  maiden, mother crone theme?  The character was always moving towards death.  In that sense, the Road becomes a cycle of life, decline, death and transformation rather than simply a quest for magical power.

Equally important was the programme’s inclusivity.  The introduction of Billy Maximoff, better known to comic readers as Wiccan, felt like a natural continuation of Marvel’s increasingly diverse storytelling.  Rather than treating his queer identity as the defining feature of his character, it simply existed alongside his curiosity, compassion and magical development.  As a gay man myself, I appreciated seeing that normalisation.  Representation matters most when it feels ordinary rather than performative.  The series’ recognition through LGBTQ+ awards suggests many viewers felt similarly.  My own experience of spiritual circles has similarly found me as an ‘honorary male’ among women, creating an unexpected resonance with Wiccan’s experience alongside Agatha and the other witches.

Within the show, the Witches’ Road becomes a liminal space.  The coven moves through a series of trials, each associated with different people, elements, abilities and challenges.  The structure of the Witches' Road can also be read through the anthropological concept of the rite of passage.  Van Gennep (1960) identified separation, transition and incorporation as recurring elements of such processes, while Turner (1969) subsequently developed the concept of liminality to describe the transformative space between established states of identity.  The Road isn’t simply somewhere the characters travel, it changes them.  One of the cleverest aspects of the programme, however, is something I only recognised much later.  The Witches’ Road functions on two levels simultaneously.  Within the narrative it is a mystical place of trials and transformation.  Outside the narrative it becomes a metaphor.  Each trial asks participants to confront fear, grief, identity, relationships and self-understanding before they are allowed to continue.  Although presented through fantasy, these experiences resemble the kinds of symbolic journeys found throughout mythology, pilgrimage traditions and many contemporary wellbeing practices.  The Road is magical but it is also deeply human.  That was the moment everything shifted for me.  I realised I wasn’t simply watching fictional witches overcome impossible challenges.  I was watching a story about growth, healing, community, and finding the courage to keep walking, even when the destination remains uncertain.  Perhaps that explains why Agatha All Along affected me so profoundly.  The TV series didn’t teach me witchcraft it taught me permission.  Permission to slow down, to become curious with my spirituality again, to reconnect with nature, to explore ritual without embarrassment, to wonder whether the interests I had quietly carried throughout my life were worth taking seriously.  It didn’t give me new interests, it legitimised old ones.  Looking back now I think that is the programme’s greatest achievement.  Not that it persuaded me to explore witchcraft or become a witch, which wasn't my intention anyway.  But that it quietly reminded me that curiosity itself can be a perfectly valid place to begin.  A completely fantastical portrayal can be entertaining but difficult to translate into curiosity about real life.  Agatha All Along repeatedly gave me things I could actually go away and investigate.  It became less an instruction manual and more an invitation. 

From spectatorship to exploration: walking my own Witches’ Road

Once the series finished, something unexpected happened.  I didn’t immediately search for spells or attempt to recreate scenes from the programme.  Instead, I began noticing what was already around me.  Perhaps that sounds strange, but I genuinely believe Agatha All Along didn’t introduce anything entirely new into my life.  Rather, it encouraged me to reconnect with interests and experiences that had quietly accumulated over many years.  I found myself opening books that had sat unread on my shelves.  Using oracle cards more deeply that had long remained tucked away.  Handling crystals that had fascinated me since childhood.  Pondering why I had Tibetan bells and a wooden shamanic rattle that had gathered dust.  None of these objects suddenly became magical because of a TV series.  They simply became meaningful again and that distinction feels important.  The show didn’t persuade me to believe anything, it encouraged me to become curious.  Curiosity, I have come to realise is a surprisingly powerful thing.  Rather than rushing towards certainty or adopting an identity, I simply allowed myself to explore.  Some evenings that meant sitting quietly with oracle cards.  Others involved reading books on contemporary shamanism or witchcraft.  Sometimes it meant nothing more than walking through woodland with a heightened awareness of the changing seasons, textures, sounds and wildlife around me.  The more I slowed down the more I noticed.  One of the most unexpected consequences has been my changing relationship with nature.  I’ve always enjoyed woodlands, but over the past year they have become something altogether different.  Places that once served as pleasant walking routes have gradually become spaces of reflection.  I notice individual trees, the changing colours of leaves, the movement of birds, the textures of bark and stone, the shifting atmosphere as one season quietly gives way to another.  When I first moved to north Nottinghamshire in 2018, I remember thinking that the nearby woodland might become significant one day.  I had no idea how true that would become.  Local woodlands and other green spaces have gradually become places I now think of as sacred, not in a religious sense, but in the way they consistently offer perspective, calm and restoration.  That growing connection has also made me more emotionally invested in the natural world itself.

Looking back, I can also see that this shift extends beyond witchcraft alone.  For several years I have explored practices grounded in shamanic traditions, initially through working with animal spirit oracle cards at a young age, later Movement Medicine and other workshops focused on embodiment, healing and personal development.  Although witchcraft and shamanism are distinct traditions, I tend to place them under the same umbrella.  However, I am more aligned to shamanism given I currently and previously experienced those practices.  I’m not especially interested in labels, nor do I feel the need to declare myself a witch, a shaman or a member of any particular spiritual tradition.  If anything, I feel more comfortable describing myself simply as witchy.  That probably says more about my interests than my identity.  I remain fascinated by ritual, symbolism, intuition, healing, nature and community, but I have little interest in adopting these practices as an aesthetic or performing them for appearance’s sake.  This work, however I eventually define it, feels sacred rather than fashionable.  That distinction matters enormously to me.  One observation that has stayed with me throughout this journey comes from The Craft.  Fairuza Balk once reflected that films about witchcraft often distort something she regarded as deeply sacred in order to make it more commercially appealing.  I think there is wisdom in that observation.  Popular culture frequently encourages us to admire witches.  It doesn’t always encourage us to understand them.

The Witches’ Road reminded me of spiritual visualisation and shamanic journeying and other reflective practices where an individual temporarily steps away from ordinary life and enters a different psychological or symbolic space.   Perhaps the most enjoyable example of this came from an idea inspired directly by The Witches’ Road.  I began imagining my own real-world version of the Witches’ Road, using local woods and the four elements as inspiration for seasonal trials.  I asked ChatGPT to help me construct these.  That might sound slightly ridiculous, but it illustrates the transition perfectly.  I was no longer simply watching the programme, I was playing with its ideas, adapting them and making meaning from them, which can be viewed as exploratory learning.  The result wasn’t an attempt to recreate Marvel.  It became an invitation to explore my own landscape differently.  Likewise, creating a Lego version of the Witches’ Road with my husband, beginning a handwritten grimoire type book for collecting meaningful rituals and gradually building a small personal library, all became expressions of curiosity rather than belief.

The Road had quietly left Disney, it had become my own.  That, perhaps, is the programme’s most unexpected legacy.  It transformed passive entertainment into active participation.  Not through grand gestures, but through countless small ones.  As I reflect on the past year, I also realise something else.  As I have deeply reflected on my adult life (Scott, 2026), I have directed enormous energy towards education, career progression and professional achievement, and I’m incredibly proud of that journey.  Growing up working class, education transformed my life.  It gave me opportunities I could never have imagined.  But achievement also has a habit of becoming all-consuming.  There comes a point where another qualification, another project or another promotion no longer answers the questions that begin quietly emerging underneath.  Who am I when I’m not working?  What nourishes me?  Where do I experience genuine peace?  Those questions have become increasingly important.  Perhaps that is why this exploration feels so timely.  Rather than replacing my professional identity, it complements it.  It reminds me that personal development isn’t solely intellectual.  Sometimes it is embodied, emotional, simply involves standing beneath trees, listening to birdsong and allowing yourself to remember that you are part of something much larger than your own ambitions.  The more I reflect on this journey, the less I think it is really about witchcraft at all.  It is about paying attention to nature, intuition, creativity, community, to those quiet parts of ourselves that modern life often encourages us to ignore.  Perhaps that has always been my real Witches’ Road.  I just didn’t recognise it until now.

This is where I also think my professional life unexpectedly becomes relevant.  I’ve spent my career working in education and learning technology, thinking about engagement, motivation, accessibility, participation and how people move from curiosity towards meaningful learning.  That is exactly what happened to me.  The curriculum just happened to be Agatha All Along.  The show didn’t teach me how to become a witch.  Instead, it made existing interests feel sufficiently accessible to investigate further.  I started using books and crystals I had owned for years.  I began working with oracle cards again and bought the show’s official tarot deck, along with other related transmedia products.  I became more attentive to local woods and nature.  I started looking for practitioners and workshops locally.  It reignited my interest in healing, ritual, shamanism and the relationship between humans and the natural world.  In other words, I moved from consumption towards active exploration.  That is what makes this experience really interesting to me.  It’s about I engaged and was learning through TV media.  Therefore, whilst I have enjoyed witchy TV shows and films prior to Agatha All Along, it clearly gave me permissions of sorts to nudge and connect me back into my spiritual interests and identity.  Agatha All Along didn't begin this, it was: lifelong curiosity, media catalyst, exploratory learning and identity development.

As I have reflected on this journey over the past two years, I have become increasingly convinced that Agatha All Along succeeded not because it perfectly represents contemporary witchcraft, no television series ever could, but because it understands something much more important.  Throughout its key story to develop and move forward the trilogy and character arch narratives, it someone conveyed and understood curiosity.  The series never asks its audience to believe in magic, instead, it quietly encourages viewers, in my case, to ask questions.  For some viewers, those questions will end when the credits roll.  For others, they may become the beginning of an entirely different journey.  I suspect that is exactly what happened to me.  I wasn’t inspired because the programme convinced me witches were real.  I was inspired because it reminded me that wonder and curiosity is still possible.

We often think stories entertain us, but sometimes they do something much deeper.  They provide language for experiences we have not yet been able to articulate.  They reveal patterns that have quietly existed beneath our lives for years.  They help us recognise parts of ourselves that were already waiting patiently to be discovered.  Looking back now, I don’t think Agatha All Along changed who I am.  It revealed who I had quietly been becoming all along.  That may sound dramatic but I genuinely believe it.  For over thirty years, I had been collecting fragments without ever consciously assembling them.  Each interest sat independently never quite forming a complete picture.  Then one television series unexpectedly connected the dots.  It didn’t tell me what to believe.  It simply gave those interests somewhere to belong.  Perhaps that is why the Witches’ Road resonates so strongly with me.  Within the programme it represents a magical journey.  Outside the programme, I have come to see it as something much more universal.  Every one of us walks our own road; we encounter different trials lose parts of ourselves, rediscover others.  Sometimes we walk alongside companions or continue alone.  Often we have little idea where the path is leading, yet we keep walking.  The destination matters less than the person we become while travelling.  That idea feels far older than Marvel.  Perhaps that is why it speaks so powerfully.  People often ask whether TV can genuinely influence our lives; life imitates art?  I think it can.  Not because it tells us what to think.  But because it occasionally gives us permission to explore thoughts we were already carrying.

Whether that exploration ultimately leads someone towards contemporary witchcraft, shamanic practice, mindfulness, environmental awareness, creative expression or simply a greater appreciation of the changing seasons almost feels secondary.  The important thing is that it encourages exploration.  Curiosity has always been the beginning of learning.  Still allowing the questions to unfold naturally rather than rushing towards answers.  That feels like the most honest place to be.  It turned out that this isn’t really about Agatha All Along, it’s about what good stories do to people.  Sometimes they entertain us.  Sometimes they stay with us.  And, every so often, they quietly arrive at exactly the right moment in our lives, giving us permission to reconnect with parts of ourselves that were always there, waiting patiently to be noticed.  Perhaps that has been my journey all along. 

This isn’t the end of the road

What I did find surprising in my reflections was realising how closely this experience mirrors my professional life.  For 16+ years I have worked in education and digital pedagogy, studying how people become motivated to learn, how different media encourage participation, and how curiosity develops into sustained practice.  For example, through my full-time work, broadly I have been asking and studying questions like how do people become interested? how do people engage? what motivates deeper learning? how does technology encourage participation? and how does curiosity become practice?  The key audience being teachers/lecturers and students.  These are the questions I have been answering throughout my career and I just happen to be my own case study in this.  Which can be connected to autoethnography, reflective practice and learning theory.  Viewed through this lens, I feel that Agatha All Along becomes an example of informal learning.  The series never attempted to teach witchcraft directly, instead it reduced the perceived distance between fantasy and reality. 

The more I have reflected on this experience, the more I realise that Agatha All Along didn’t make me believe in witchcraft.  It reminded me why I’d always been fascinated by it.  It gave me permission to use books I had owned for years, actually use tarot rather than simply collect it, walk through woods differently, think about ritual, reconnect with nature and mystery, investigate local practitioners and take my interest in healing more seriously.  Regarding tarot, as I began experimenting with it, I found myself reflecting on the symbolic narratives presented in both the cards and the TV series.  Whether understood spiritually or psychologically, but I am more aligned to the former, the practice encouraged self-reflection in ways I had previously neglected.  The show didn’t create an identity, it helped me notice one, and I allowed it to fully emerge and proudly make it visible and own it.  That is why I think contemporary TV can be more powerful than we sometimes acknowledge.  Popular culture can act as a catalyst for identity development.  It can provide vocabulary, imagery and permission to explore interests that already exist beneath the surface – and this raises a much bigger question for me.  How do contemporary media representations of ritual, spirituality and practice encourage audiences to move from passive spectatorship towards active exploratory learning?  That question extends well beyond witchcraft.  The same process could happen with mindfulness, pilgrimage, genealogy, nature connection, crafting, historical re-enactment or any number of other interests.  I’ve spent my career thinking about how people learn.  Perhaps I have simply discovered that I am also a learner, and my own Witches’ Road didn’t begin with Agatha All Along, it began much earlier.  But Agatha All Along reminded me to keep walking it.

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Thursday, 20 August 2026

Drum birthing workshop - ready to begin

Readiness

Firstly, I noticed a theme of readiness has been occurring for me recently in the lead up to this topic, which I think is connected to this work.  The blog post title itself which I borrowed from Appleton's recent song 'Ready to Begin' which I was lyrically connecting with.  Later contemplating on why I was randomly rediscovering other songs such as Jimi Jamison's 'I'll Be Ready', and later in July randomly Taylor Swift's "...Ready For It?".  Well, how apt for this current time!  EDIT:  Late August, I also realised why I rediscovered Stevie Nicks 'If You Ever Did Believe' - to believe in myself more.  'Ready' seems to be resonating with me and felt quite fitting based on a recent experience, and at the time of putting this together which was on the day of the solar eclipse, 12 August 2026.  Which I guess is in synchronous with a reset through completion and letting things go through my recent big release, and to give space to such nature-based work as presented here.  The mental and physical space I created to allow me to do such things, rather than filling it with full time work-related stuff; "...given the synchronicity of my own personal transformational changes in my focus and priorities and setting clear boundaries with myself on my own work-life balance and wellbeing".  How quickly I got used to the free space and time!  I'd be very prudent when making a future decision on taking on side work.  I think this is the start of a new lifelong learning cycle.  Maybe this is a rebirth of me of some kind?  Or simply I am feeling ready for my own drum, as I said to Detzi (The Peaceful Soul) in a text when enquiring about a drum birthing workshop.  I feel the songs mentioned earlier all unknowingly lead up to that moment.  It all feels a bit like a 'shall we begin?' sort of thing.  It's like all the things and experiences I've been dabbling in for the last year or so have led to this, in line with the timing of a new chapter after big release.  The time and place for such work has finally revealed itself.

When writing this, I came across this in a previous blog post which made me stop and pause.  I had since mentioned it many times in previous and subsequent blog posts; (newest to old) 'Roots to radiance - a mini retreat', 'Catching the dream - a mini retreat', 'Seekest thou the path 🌕', 'Dreaming, rituals and values', 'Roots and beyond', 'The calling, awakening and initiation', 'Energy through numbers', 'Orca-strating' and 'Get my rocks on'.  It might have taken a while to get my energy, time and priorities for this, but I am here now.
Me, December 2021 - "I think I can describe this blog post as the starting of a kind of spiritual ‘individual ego death’; letting go of the self to momentary die whilst still alive.  A kind of cathartic process that can bring about transformation and a sense of balance and recalibration into my life, informing what happens in my future.  I also find my priorities and interests are changing.  Like less consumerism and more about people and quality of time I have with them, the spiritual side and gratitude.  I've everything to look forward to and it's all part of a greater mystical journey leading or redirecting me to further hidden passions.  However, I’ll keep on willing to learn and be teachable.  My journey and growth continues..."
Like with my intermittent reiki journey, which I'll most likely write about in the future.  My spiritual development has shown over the years that my growth can happen in peaks and troughs.  Suddenly and deeply and then maybe quiet for a short while, and perhaps in steady quiet times with the odd quantum leap and a radical decision or activity can help.  Likewise, I can get too immersed which leaves me wanting space and a break and I'll be back to connecting to it all again.  What's important is that I'm on a journey and I am connecting in and making great steady progress, and working out how I want to shape my practice.  I am consciously serious about it, not just seeking extraordinary experiences.  It's a journey after all and now I am on it, so patience and precision is key here - is the message of the heron I was getting throughout this year?!  I also have the warm reassurance that I am supported by the communities I am in and individuals I know, that are really helpful and supportive in helping me in my own journey.

I think all I can do with this is do something and try to make my own meaning of my experiences to my situation.  But I am acutely aware to not over analyse them.  I just need to let the experiences be, acknowledge what is there and discern what I need, and move forward and trust in this  However it is good to analyse them and again and what I do in such blog posts like this - the process is more important to me than the output, like my own unique crafting through my writing here.  I've noticed I have started small and building habits, though I am still challenged with trusting myself and my abilities and minimising self doubt.  I can see how my previous spiritual work and Movement Medicine practices have helped support and redirect me to where I am now.  The books on shamanism and meeting power animals I've had for over 15 years now become purposeful and applied, as well as giving new meaning to my animal spirit oracle cards I occasionally work with.   I knew I had to hold onto all of these.  Perhaps until I could be fully engaged and more mentally ready/mature. 

Listening to the beat of my own drum

There are so many areas on a spiritual pathway that can be taken, and some are more deep and strictly committed than others.  My intuition tells me that I am more aligned to something that is not rigid and confirmative, especially at this early explorative stage.  I need to learn to walk before I can run, and again I want to do this for me, with the view in months/years to come to share more widely with friends and family.  Like how I didn't have any formal plans in completing my reiki level 1, just pure unfolding interest, I didn't make any plans to do the drum birthing workshop.  I just naturally and curiously let myself respond to the invite as I saw the workshop event.  However, once I saw the date of the invite I knew instantly I couldn't make it as I was going on holiday.  So I reached out to Detzi to say this and find out when a next one might be or to be put on a waiting list, which looked to be in 2027.  However, the holiday plans didn't work out on where we wanting to go so I became available, and joined the 25 July group.  I was secretly happy that we changed tact on holiday plans because I now got to do this.  Maybe divine intervention ha.  I could have made a drum purely just as an instrument, as some might be inclined to do, however I felt naturally drawn to do something deeper with and through it, for example deepening my connection to nature.  I guess if anything it is another tool for my 'spiritual toolbox'.

On my way to Detzi's house for the workshop, which was a beautifully sunny and warm Saturday, I saw a very low flying buzzard (I strongly suspect) that crossed above me whilst driving.  This was the closest and lowest I have ever seen one.  It completely caught me off guard and it was huge.  Looking up this sighting later apparently holds significant meaning, especially to such event I was heading to.  It did feel quite special and meaningful.  On the way home I saw a red kite fighting another, and again another buzzard.  I was thinking maybe I should drum where I have been seeing them?!  It has been a very unique year seeing rare and repetitive signs of animals I rarely see.

It felt such a privilege to share the day with Detzi and her dad, Peter, as well as the other beautiful souls joining us.  It was wonderful to hear Peter's wisdom being shared throughout the day.  I really appreciated it.  We started the day by holding a small opening circle, sharing a little a bit about why we are here today, the plan for the day and our intention(s) for our drum.  The collective intention for my drum was to connect to spirit, guide me on my journey and offer me healing in the process.  I later wrote this on the outer drum base "connect, guide, heal" to seal the purpose.  Afterwards we headed outside, barefoot, and did some earthing/grounding in the garden.  Once feeling grounded and connected, we cleansed our chosen animal skins with white sage - I pre-selected a red stag skin and ash wood frame.  Although the skin could look like reindeer, which I think came from Scotland.  Gruesome I know.  Eek.  But it's as ethical as it can get.  We smudged the skins with cleansing sage energy over them whilst thinking about our intentions we set.


Peter made a good comment that when we are making our drums we are birthing an entity, and therefore we should look after it like a person.  I recall saying I feel I have a got/making a friend in my drum.  We then got to the real work on making our drums.  For the north part of my drum, I set a particular white taint in the skin to remind me that was the north, but we later identified this via the central lacing.  The white taint reminded me of a half moon or an ice cap at the arctic circle.  However as the skin later started the settle/dry it looked like a full moon - which was a special touch given the current Buck Moon.  The animal skins of others' had some animal and human figures within them - really captivating skin designs.

As we progressed on the lacing of our drums, which I graciously received lots of one to one support on.  There is always the risky potential of a hole split to occur.  Of which mine did and I had to start my lacing all over again, which is fine and there is a remedy in place for such things.  I was reminded to breathe, especially as there was some minor stress involved.  It was a true collaboration on my drum.  I needed lots of hand holding, as again, this is practical skills outside of my experience and comfort zone.  I've not got the basic textiles or embroidery skills, well since school with my shark oven mit-come puppet ha.  So I really appreciated the support on the hard work that has gone into it.  I am clearly helpless but growing in confidence in such things each time I do something like this.  On reflection, I do feel I should have asked more of what I could do myself when crafting my drum.  And while I was waiting I didn't ask others if they needed help as much as I could have.  But I did ask later on.  I just felt a bit pathetically helpless at times.  I could have also been less careless with my lacing, which I jokingly remarked as 'tagliatelle' due to its slimey texture - I think it was due to the fatty skin, perhaps abundance within the stag?!  The lacing looks as it should but I was unsure of the process, but I know what to expect and do differently next time.  So I am really grateful for Detzi and Peter’s support and putting their energies into the creation of my drum.  As well as the physical support I received I now think this was symbolic energy from both Detzi and Peter, showing support and encouragement at the start of whatever my journey becomes with ym drum.  Thinking and feeling that really uplifts me.  A message for the day that Detzi said, or for me at least, is "We don’t get through life on our own".





We ended the day by laying on the grass with our drums on our heart centres.  We closed our eyes while Peter and Detzi rattled and drummed around us all.  Taking us on a brief journey.  We were invited to what Peter said at the start of the day; imagine being in a valley with a stream, sitting under a favourite or distinctive tree, and be present and aware and maybe a visit by an animal.  This offers a kind of 'portal' to start a journey.  Breathing in the light; sun and moon, and breathing out negativity.  I definitely went somewhere in this brief journey as it was a struggle to become present with myself afterwards.  We were then invited to optionally share any visions, thoughts and feelings we had through Detzi's talking stick.  I felt quietly emotional of the change in person I am becoming.  I felt it as I was making my drum earlier in the day as I do feel a new journey has started in some form.  But by the end of the day it just felt more profound.  As Detzi once said at another event, words to that effect; things keep circling back round to us if they are meant for us, and immersing in spirituality/nature does for me, but it is here permanently now.  Peter closed with saying we could ask him anything.  Which I would have many questions but I would first need to digest all the learning and events of the day.



Whilst we were sat there, Detzi noticed a baby grasshopper which was vividly bright green.  I remarked a little experience that I had not seen one for years and saw one in my garden recently and it jumped on my leg.  So I said it might mean a leap into the unknown, only going forwards, having trust we are guided.  Maybe there's something in that where this is now a permanent part of my life and I won't go back to older ways.

Reflecting on my educator values, I'll continue to be curious and try and experience things aligned to my own path, and use future events and workshops to strengthen my knowledge and skills.  I can be self-taught, as I have mostly throughout my professional education, and use my educator abilities to create a structure that works for me, and also using each session as a reflective experience to learn, practise, apply and identify improvements/changes I need to make.  But I guess getting out in nature as much as possible with my drum is key.  Building a bond between us and the relationships I hope to make with the unseen.  Actually, on 18th July, Detzi hosted and facilitated my 40th mini retreat, at the end she gave me a birthday card that included the line "meaningful relationships".  I was unsure at the time what that meant.  I initially thought it was with other like-minded people.  But it could well be the about the relationships I could establish and develop with the unseen.  I'll aim to not have expectations and just drum.  See what arrives.  But I recall Peter saying the words to the effect of "Before I talk I need to listen."

We were advised to oil our animal skins, olive oil is fine, on the anniversary of our drum's birth.  Once the skin had fully dried and settled after a week, we were encouraged to wake up our drums slowly, like you would a person.  Rubbing it gently with a hand to warm it up can help and ensure a good sound.  Though sometimes they might sound flat like we can all do from time to time.  Plus all drums sound different due to thickness of each unique skin.  We were also encouraged to get to know our drums like a person and drum for about 15-30 minutes a day or at a time.

I'll definitely do this birthing workshop again.  I'm sure another drum would be welcome in the distant future.  I hope that I have found some future drumming friends too!

I later purchased a lovely green drum case from Heron Drums to keep my drum safe and protected.

The journey continues

On the night of the 18th, I drifted to sleep asking in my head asking for signs or advice to come.  The day after, I was thinking what do I do next and do I use my drum for this.  I took to GenAI and asked some advice on connecting with spirit guides and received the following:

Me - "I have been doing lots of shamanic themed workshops since January 2025.  And now going to be making my own shamanic drum in the next workshop.  I now feel I want to connect more deeply with spirit guides to help guide me on my next steps.  If that is the next natural step?  If so, how can I do this?"

GenAI - "It sounds like your practice has been evolving in a fairly organic way. Over a year and a half of workshops, followed by making your own drum, is a progression that many people in shamanic traditions would see as moving from learning techniques toward developing a personal relationship with the practice.

Whether connecting more deeply with spirit guides is the "next natural step" depends on your goals. If what you're really seeking is wisdom, direction, and a deeper sense of relationship with the unseen (however you understand it), then yes—it could be a meaningful direction. If you're feeling pressured because it seems like what you're "supposed" to do next, then it might be worth slowing down and asking what genuinely draws you.

Many shamanic traditions approach spirit guides less as something to "achieve" and more as relationships that unfold over time...
"

Then it gave me practical advice on some ways practitioners often cultivate that relationship.

I then searched on visualising for shamanic drumming and received similar practical guidance.  This is where I think my Labradorite crystals can help me with visualisation.  My Labradorite crystals came from my interest in a 'dream stone' during a crystal grid workshop I attended in November 2025, and then Detzi offered me a larger one which I purchased.

I later asked Peter in our group chat - "I've been doing some AI asking about developing a regular journeying practice and awakening my drum. But I prefer to learn from real practitioners. Any further wisdom or tips on those?  I know you said a key thing about learning to listen."

Peter - "There are many ways to journey, some people find  it easy others struggle. Practice visualisation before your drum is ready. If you have vision of a place you feel comfortable in work on it, expand and embellish it. Spend time there and immerse yourself in feeling of comfort. Return there as often as possible until it becomes almost automatic.  I hope you find this useful. Peter"

After my drum had dried for a week, on 1st August 2026 it was time to awaken it.  I wanted to make a formal process to it so I searched on a structure and followed that.  It was quite the day.  I did a bit of earthing and self-reiki for a bit of much needed calm and rebalancing.  Then I conducted my little drum awakening ceremony in my garden.  I walked garden with burning white sage to cleanse the space, and hopefully bring spiritual presence and energy by asking ancestors to support me.  I started tapping lightly, had next a little harder.  Then I was tapping around the edges, like I was learning changes in depth of sound.  Then I switched back to tapping.  Then must've gone into a trance as I was then finding myself doing a heart beat sound.  Then quietly coming back to one big beat sound.  Then I drummed out quietly.  I hummed or potentially sighed with the beat.


The drum sounded incredible!  At times when visualising the valley, stream and tree - thank you Peter, I think I was seeing the red stag that the skin used to belong to.  It felt very strange doing it solo, I've only experienced group drumming, and got into quite a rhythm.  Only for a short period to get acquainted.  I was a bit zoned out afterwards.  It was a bit like a bit like in the Avatar movies when the Navi get acquainted with their banshees and then must seal the bond through their first flight.  Detzi later shared, as she promised, Jason Sewell's Just Drumming group.  So now I am in the know of this group and activity I will start to attend drumming events when I am able to.  Would be good to do some regular group drumming together.  Hopefully outdoor drumming under moonlight too, or perhaps I can do solo.  I've not got a routine, just when I feel the need to, in between life and distractions.  I have to honour that as if I feel I have to pressure myself to, it will change the natural relationship I am building with this.

On 17 August 2026, I spontaneously took my drum into my local woodland, Portland Park Kirkby in Ashfield, for the first time.  I situated myself in my sacred spot in the woodland I found earlier this year.  As I walked in a feather floated down in front of me which felt quite meaningful.  I did set an intention at beginning to meet any guides and receive healing in the process - I'm still learning to be more clearer but broad about intentions, and listening, feeling and observing what's there so to speak.  I drummed for about 15-20 minutes and noticeably felt peaceful, but opened my eyes a few times to take in the surroundings.  When I finished I took a pause to listen for any 'echoes'; messages or visuals of some kind.  I noticed went into a deeper trance state.  During this I saw a unidentifiable visuals, but one silhouette of what I think was a tiger or lion.  I'll need to drum there again to see if it appears again and if there are any feelings I can detect from it's presence.

EDIT:

Detzi - "Just read this. Such beautiful reflection and record of your spiritual journey. It’s great that you’re keeping these notes. Thanks for sharing 🙏"

Friday, 31 July 2026

Roots to radiance - a mini retreat

As The Peaceful Soul (Detzi) said post-event on the pictures we took and shared; "what a lovely little record of your special day", this is exactly the purpose of this blog post.  Just like my previous one in May 'Catching the dream - a mini retreat'.  Whilst I am present at such things I am also conscious to capture moments of these magical events I participate in.  As whilst I am extremely grateful for my photographic and chronological memory, however, that gift will not last forever.  Plus as a visual learner I learn from the collected imagery.

I kicked off my 40th birthday celebrations with a bespoke mini spiritual retreat on 18 July, held again on the land at Langar Hall, facilitated by the lovely Detzi.  An idea conjured during a healing drum event I attended on 19 June 2025, and I just felt the need to make this a reality.  Rather than going out or having a big party I'd much prefer to have a spiritual and mindful day of something like this, to spend time in nature with friends and recharge my soul etc.  Especially given my timely big release bringing a close to a long previous cycle and chapter.  Something different and an experience for everyone, not about me, but came together for my special milestone.

Me and Detzi met at the end of January to collaborate on ideas and a theme.  There was a lot to begin with but in May we met to finalise plans and streamline it a bit.

Me - "Wow, got a bit emotional reading the plan - words can't describe how thankful I am for you doing this for me."

Detzi - "So pleased you like the plan – I think this will be such a special event. And to see all your friends indulging in what drives you right now will be such a lift for you. Can’t wait!!"
I was going to attend spiritual retreat for my birthday regardless, as if I didn't get the numbers it would have been open to the public.  However it would have been extra meaningful if some of my friends joined me.  Initially I was weirdly nervous putting the invite out to my friends, even though they know I am into all of this stuff, but given the topic it might not appeal to some.  However, I didn't expect to receive the response I did.  Within the first hour of putting the invite out I had exceeded my maximum numbers.  I was truly overwhelmed by it.  So I had to make separate plans with some others but a optimistic wink of doing another in the future.  To do this with close friends deeply meant a lot to me.  I'd rather much spend time and days doing stuff like this and connecting deeply with one and another.  Especially those who did initially felt uncomfortable and out of their comfort zone.  That was pretty magical to share together.  However I think it is good for us to be taken out of our comfort zones every now and again, and break the cycle and gain new perspectives.

I feel that retreats of this kind are increasingly becoming important to rest and express, should one be willing to accept the call/invitation.  Whilst some might view retreats as just a cacao, share and 'massaging egos', and perhaps not true authentic ancient practices.  However, this was not the case, but real deep work; the ability to be silent, present, open, share, recognise ourselves and truths and experience full nature immersion.  I've previously experienced first hand how these spaces are transformative for people, and to see my friends, especially those new to it, engage and participate, I could see it had a positive impact on them, even if small for some.
Detzi - "We went from this to this this morning. I have just finished connecting with the land and charging the space in preparation for tomorrow. It’s gonna be a fabulous day!!! 
I even had three buzzards circling overhead just as I was finishing pegging out the tent. 🙌 🙏"

Me - "Ha, we're in sync, I was out running and I was wondering if you had set up. Then you pinged. Wow, this caught me off guard. It looks so epic. I'm speechless. Quite emotional tbh. And awesome about the buzzards! I wonder if we'll get some come by tomorrow."
On the morning I cleansed and carried in my pockets a sphere amethyst, sunstone, opalite and what I think might be a type of moss agate.  To draw on their energies to support me throughout the day.  Unlike my last visit in May to Langar Hall, I drove up the tree lined entrance - what a joy this brought me.  Such a beautiful entrance to a beautiful land.  As I parked up I'm glad I saw Louise (Langar Hall land owner) to say a quick hello.  We all wouldn't be here doing this if she wasn't such a lovely person in opening up her land to people for such things.

As I walked down to the area where we were holding the day, I got a glimpse of the tent through the trees.  I felt quite overwhelmed in that it was real and here.  As I got to greet friends arriving it was a great uplifting feeling to introduce and walk them through the land.



We started off out in the shed settling into the day and with an informative and gentle introduction by Detzi.  Then we moved over to the tent on the grass amongst the trees.  We then made our way to the tent, which felt like a little ceremonial walk to it.  As I stepped into the tent I felt joyfully overwhelmed, it just felt incredible, beyond what I can articulate by words.  Just beautiful!  The first activity was settling into the space and ourselves through mindfully drinking cacao and then passing around Detzi's unique talking stick - don't question what's on there too deeply ha.  But before we passed it around, Detzi shared a few essential oil/scents she brings to such sessions that we can put on our wrists and faces, like frankincense, and some themed - which we had a little laugh about when a friend was asking for peace.  It felt such an honour to be in a circle with my friends and my husband.  In my opening talking stick I acknowledged the close of the big release of my previous chapter and a step over the threshold into a new chapter, I guess spiritually, emotionally and even physically.  I got quite emotional and shed a tear, as the moment with close friends around me and thanking them for being here obviously heightened my emotions.  Detzi gently and sensitively responded to us individually and encouraged us to further explore our experiences of what it might mean to us.  Guiding us through our interpretations.  During the cacao ceremony, the words step change came to me, my eyes were watering for quite a bit during this and after, but not because I was an emotional wreck, perhaps a cleansing of some kind.  My sharing afterwards was that I felt a release, a slight heaviness disappeared or shifted, like a real change.  After this circle experience, a friend commented on a common theme of 'chapters' that everyone had mentioned in some form.  A few of us are turning 40 around the same time, and for some impending exciting life changes so it was really fitting for us all.  Perhaps hence why chapters and thresholds were a common theme.  As we might have all been reflecting on our journeys, younger years and the memories we don't want to let go of, as we mature and transition into our forthcoming phases.  I also observed themes like childhood, playfulness, softness, softening edges coming through too.  And not to lose that or tap into it more - I for one.  We can get too serious in adulting with the responsibilities and accountability we hold.  As critical as they are, it's essential we balance with humour and weirdness!  So for me, this was not just a heart sharing and intention setting.  This was an open invitation for deep work which my friends embraced and were guided carefully through.  Which was clearly evident as the day progressed.  Knowing their personalities and some being unsure, they had verbally and visibly recognised truths and reflections otherwise difficult to notice.




Afterwards, we were invited to connect with nature by peacefully and mindfully exploring the land and finding a natural object that resonates with us.  Objects that we feel drawn to that represent how we feel at our present time, bringing any thoughts that we can articulate through their shape, purpose, texture, colour and perhaps smell.  I somehow acquired quite a collection - nearly all of the elements, naturally, not forced.  I found 4 great looking feather outside the shed.  I was excited to learn they were buzzard feathers.  When I collected my nature findings, I chose the largest feather and shared that I was contemplating my growth as a person, and how the buzzard feathers confirm my recent birds of prey sightings meaning heightened perspective and world view aspects.  I kept all objects, especially the feather as I feel I need to work with these at a later date.  I was also pondering about the feathers own growth on the bird from it's first flight and all the journeys and views it has experienced.  Relating back to my own journey I have undertaken.  If I had spent longer contemplating on it, the rough edges and smooth edges may represent something.  Detzi guided us by talking through how she engages and interprets her experiences with her found objects.  Everyone had a personally profound response.  It really was warming to see, and it did not feel forced but deeply authentic, and somewhat emotional knowing my friends.  Decisions to be made, reflecting on situations, releasing hurt and negativity and confirmations of sorts.  On close of this to break for lunch, Detzi showed us a technique on how to release tension through our legs as we walked.









We had quite the community picnic style lunch on the grass.  It just felt nice and relaxed with conversations flowing well.


After indulging ourselves, we were invited to get our bodies active and participate in some embodied movement.  Bringing ourselves consciously into our bodies to acknowledge, release  and/or express what might be there - feeling into the radiance theme.  I decided to do a bit of shaking as an animal would, then I threw myself around a little bit - I often do a bit of Movement Medicine with Katherine after all.  When we started the practice, we faced each others with eyes closed.  Whilst I was in motion, I cheekily opened my eyes and saw a couple of friends peeping at others.  Well it is an odd practice to begin with, but no pun intended, when you get into the rhythm and feeling into the body and connecting and deeply moving with the music, creativity and the mind can play.  We then faced the other way to avoid feeling embarrassed or judged and to maximise attention on ourselves.  I broke for a few moments to take a pic of us in movement.





A short comfort break and we headed back to the tent for shamanic sound cleansing.  The guided meditation healing journey before the sound cleanse felt very meaningful with my current situation.  We then drifted into our calm and peaceful states, open to receiving whatever comes to us or simply just feeling relaxed.  I had a cute little moment with Gary when he touched my hand.  Detzi then came around with a variety of shamanic sound instruments to soothe us.  I recall hearing a few lion-sized snores on either side of me ha!  Detzi brought the day to a close through brief reiki on our heads.  My head definitely welcomed this as the fuzziness that was whirring suddenly stopped and eased.  A friend said that you really felt cared for.  I strongly agree, there's a really genuine and authentic care in her hands and for the people in front of her.  She exudes genuine human compassion.  I interjected at end to say if people enjoyed all of the things we had been doing, Detzi offers spaces, workshops and Facebook live meditations for people to access.




The day was a good mix of stillness yet the time in this space went too quick, and some of us wanted to be in the circle longer.  Towards the end of the day it felt like we had all dropped into a state of community.  A nice little social part at the end, talking and catching up.  Detzi was even approached by two friends to support their own retreats; Jenna Parkin Temple Spa and Lorna Taylor Wellness.  Some others went on to say how great the day was without distractions of the world and digital devices.  I was saying to one friend at the end how we're all friends but it was great to hear deep sharing, especially from those initially reserved, as it's not often that friends share so openly and deeply, especially in this format.  As whilst we're friends, it can be uncomfortable for some to open up in a vulnerable way, or even at all if this is something that they might not do or have never done.  But they immersed themselves and shared openly.  So I am proud of them to bravely engage with their inner selves and to witness each other through it.  That in itself felt profound.  I think we all left feeling relaxed, present and grounded.  This was really special to experience together.



Just like Detzi said, it also gave a glimpse into my world.  Whilst I envisioned it to be a deep experience for all.  It turned out it was transformative for everyone involved, giving space to ponder about what will unfold in the coming days as well as how good it is for the soul.
Detzi - "It’s been a fantastic day. What awesome friends you have!!"
The whole day was expertly led and facilitated by Detzi.  It was also a nice touch that she involved me throughout the day with small decisions, which is in alignment with her generous flexibility.  Her passion really shows through how connected she is to it all.  I'm aware I am being overly gushy now and digressing, but it's good to show appreciation and gratitude for such qualities.  In times of inauthenticity, I know when I see high- quality and authentic work.  It's sacred work that cannot be 'fake it till you make it', and when someone is deeply compassionate and connected to the unseen, without ego and acting on the highest good.  And to me, that needs to be recognised.  I just deeply connect to passionate work and that is in alignment with my own values.  She is also extremely patient and spacious, as I am aware I can be a bit relentless with unsolicited sharing of ideas, requests and encouragement, and the amount of questions my curious mind may ask!  All of my friends commented on how caring and approachable she was.  One saying how it was pitched at the right level and another how much deeper experience they've had before.  She went above and beyond of what I had thought this event would be, which I was already super pleased with.  I'll be thanking Detzi for years to come.  I'd love for her to do this again in the future.  By way of expressing a small thank you.  I bought her a little gift.  I know she likes to be drawn to her own books and resources, but I took a chance on a book I saw and thought it was quite fitting - but she'll be the judge of that ha.

A deep thank you to everyone sharing and indulging in this day with me and making this dream become reality.  Everyone was present and willing, balanced with a good dose of humour, not forgetting to smile and breathe!  Memorable for years to come.  And thank you again to Detzi for the pictures she took in the very rare moments she had.  I really appreciate her capturing these precious moments of and for us.

On the way back home, I saw maybe a buzzard and red kite, reflecting off the sun in its full glory.  Hovering very close above me.  I'll take that as current confirmation of sorts.

Later I managed to try Detzi's pecan and cacao squares - they were incredible!  And I opened the birthday card that Detzi got me.  She's such a sweetheart, very thoughtful and kind of her.



Some comments received:
  • Jenna - "Beautiful read Dan 😍  I could listen to your words all day long 🤗"
  • Craig - "Beautiful blog Dan 🥰. Such a wonderful way to sum up the day and reflect on for years to come 🤗"
  • Lorna - "Such a lovely read Dan Thankyou for sharing well done xx"
  • Detzi - "Happy actual birthday Dan 🎁 So lovely to read of your birthday adventures and so much love and joy. Totally deserved. You are an awesome human. Wishing all the love, joy & delight of 40 to continue for the next 10 years & beyond. 🥳 🌳 🎈 🎂 🌟"